Well, i'm moving tomorrow (rather...today) to my college. I just got done packing....and loading...so my back hurts...so anyways, I just thought ud wanna know whats up with me.
Later.

So, I went up to the cultural arts center right?
WELL..I was thinking I'd see wonderful pieces that beat mine up, but instead...I SEE A BUNCH OF JUNK!.
I AM SO MAD...M.....A.....D....Because most of that crap should not have been up there.
Where the heck did they get the judges???
I dont care that I lost...I really dont.
I saw other pieces that deserved first place.
One person who got first deserved it though.
(he knows who he is)
There were blurry photos, random sketches, unfinished work, and some advertising stuff that was horrible. JUST HORRIBLE!
I feel so ashamed that I even entered the contest.
I really am ashamed about the whole thing.
I cant wait to get my piece back home where it belongs.
Someone who likes it will buy it.


But still...I am mad as fire!
I dont know who judged the stuff, but they sure as heck didn't know what the heck they were doing!
Artists themselves should have done the judging or people that work in museums should have.
I dont know.
Even my mom who was an art major should have done it!
IM REALLY ANGRY!

But anyway, I will have a great day.
I can still smile!

Tomorrow is friday and I get to see a friend if he can get a ride.

Ive been so busy with school that I nearly forgot about my DA page.
I have a new piece I did.
It will hopefully be up SOON.
Its not the best piece but its my first piece in dry pastels.
So, go me!

Anyways, till then!



-Jean

Hey everyone.
Just wanted to say I didnt forget about you.
School is getting a bit rough and art class does not come till next semester in school.
Only....8 or so more weeks!
Im excited!
YAY!

Anway, talk soon and I will try to post more when I get a chance!

Thank you for all of your comments and what not!
<3

My teacher, friend, and grandmother in spirit passed away May 14 this year.
No one told me, I found out on my own today.
I called her house, no one answered so I decided to check it out.
When I got to her house, nothing was there except a gnome of hers (I guessed it was left behind).
I looked around and saw a few cats in the backyard but nothing really else, so I went to her neighbors house and asked him what happened.
He said, she passed away a month ago and that she had canser all throughout her body.
No one knew about it, but she went in her sleep.

So this is very hard to me to take in.
I shoulda coulda woulda is on my mind at the moment.
I shoulda called her when I thought about her always saying "I miss Mrs. Suddeth. We should visit her soon."
But I never did.
So that is my fault.

She was cremated instead of the funeral that she told me she wanted.
Her family said that it would have been harder on them if they had a funeral.
I can understand that, but the least I can do is find the song she wanted played there, and see what the 9 years of learning the piano can do there.

My mom did go back and get the gnome for me cause her family said I should have it.
So, I have a little gnome to remember her by.
She did love to garden a lot so she had a lot of little gnomes and stepping stones around.
I miss her so much...